The Accident

I stare,
I see, only focused upon,
The nothingness that surrounds
the island of an ocean
splashed with oil upon
the orb that rests in the cave.
It’s brother, it’s twin, everything the same,
casually stationed in the neighboring hollow,
And yet completely unaware of the other one’s existence.

I blink, and no longer is there something,
But absolutely everything.
The world is yellow,
It is cowardice,
Holding back it’s hell from the mortals that walk upon it.

The world is red,
The blood shed by heroes,
The blood shed by dreamers,
The blood shed by me.

And when my eyes open again,
A split second gone,
A second that held a million pounds,
I stare, I see,
The beauty that surrounds
The masterpiece that is
The frozen tears of an angel,
Enclosing a darkened soul,
Upon the globe that sits, embraced by its surroundings,
Connecting with it’s mirror image.

hmmm.... this made perfect sense when I wrote it and knew exactly what my point was but it's probably confusing... and very exaggerated compared to what really happened (i wasn't paying attention on a snowmobile and ran into a tree and got thirteen stitches.... yeah... lol)
it's supposed to sound like i'm staring life in the eyes but then i blink and it compares how the eyes seem before and after... i need to clean it up a little...
okay i'm rambling! comment! critique! judge! help! lol :)